petitemite:

A quick analysis of the end of Chapter 56

Sangwoo wakes from a rather unpleasant dream and finds Bum sucking him off (Side note: don’t have sex with unconscious people). 

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Bum is taking an active role, while Sangwoo is in a passive role. This dynamic that Bum has put them into angers him, and he grabs Bum off the floor and  onto the table, reestablishing him in the dominant position and Bum in the submissive position.

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Bum is either too drunk or too horney realize how ticked Sangwoo is. And Bum, just going with the flow, stares moaning out “Babe.” This is clearly triggering for Sangwoo, and so he finds the most practical why to shut Bum up: shoving a corncob in his mouth.

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Bum, who’s not type to judge you on your cornkink, continues to go with the flow and decides he’s gonna ride that dick, because yolo.

However, doing so, reverts Sangwoo back into a more submissive position.

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Sangwoo starts to panic.

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His mind, responding to the distress, reverts to old tacts that kept him safe/alive in the past, which is appeasing the ‘attacker’. He asks if the other feels good (assessing the other’s state, while mimicking positive engagement), and states that he feels good too (assuring the other that everything is okay, that there’s no reason for violent escalation). At the same time he’s demanding to see Bum’s face, to help ground him in reality, that right now he’s with Bum.

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But he slips up.

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Now a couple small predictions for the next chapter, Sangwoo doesn’t want to disclose what his mother did to him, and so if Sangwoo is going to tell Bum, he’s needs a really good reason too. Bum, I doubt would judge Sangwoo for what happened to him, if Sangwoo does tell him the truth. However, in the last two chapter’s Bum has stressed that he wants to feel like they are in a real relationship, that he is loved, and that this love is genuine. But Sangwoo wasn’t thinking about him while they were having sex.

When Sangwoo brought Bum up from the basement, he told him three important things:

1. Bum reminded him of his mom

2. That he loved his mom

3. And he asked if Bum wanted to be the mom

If Bum convinces himself that Sangwoo is just projecting his mother on him, that Sangwoo doesn’t actually love him, it will break his heart.

beenbekossi:

Me: please koogi make my wish come true and show me bum stuffing himself with food

Koogi:

Me: um… thanks

Like this scene is odd in a koogi way, but I honestly think he’s eating that way to try to show that he hasn’t eaten in a while at all and has just been hiding upstairs to the point that he is desperately shoving it into his face almost like an animal and is pretty much eating it off the floor. I think it was her way of trying to show its been  couple of days since Sangwoo left and also further hinted at with him saying it must be bad.